Tough re-entry

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Back from camp and having a tough time adjusting to the ‘real’ world. I plan to blog about my time, but it’ll have to wait until this weekend. Tonight, I need to pay some bills, take a shower and get some sleep. Night all 🙂

Almost outta here

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In just 13 short hours, I’ll be on the road to DOSC ’08. I hope it doesn’t rain and I don’t have any panic attacks. See ya’ll on the flip side! 🙂

DOSC 08 packing list

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These are a few of the items I plan to bring to camp. Fortunately, I’m driving down in an SUV so I can fit all of this crap!!

Maybe not so much fucking

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So much for the fuck-fest I was thinking of for DOSC’08. Recent events have left me more STD-paranoid than ever which makes me totally uninterested in sex. I’m trying not to be really annoyed about it. I’m trying to focus on the positive. I’m trying not to think about it as a wasted $600+ on a sex weekend without the sex. …

I’m going back to camp :)

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Taken from the DO website: Imagine a vacation which brings together sexuality, spirituality, education, and play in a fun, diverse environment where fantasy becomes reality. Dark Odyssey: Summer Camp 2008, a journey of sexual exploration for the spiritual and creative sex-positive communities returns for its sixth year. It will be held at a secluded, two hundred acre retreat in Northern …

Butterflies!!

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This past Saturday, Seraphin and I went to the Eighth Annual Butterfly Festival from 12 to 4pm at the Watershed Reserve in NJ. This year there weren’t many types of butterflies but I still took a lot of pictures and had a great time at the visitor center and the various ‘green’ booths. It always strikes me as weird that Lady Bugs, …

Boundaries

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It seems that I am taking on too much (again) and the pressure is so much that I’m letting things slip. I lost my glasses, forgot my keys, left my phone charger behind, and the list goes on. I talked to a few people about it and it looks like I need to cut back in order to regain some …

F*cked up day

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Today was just terrible. If we could go back and erase it, I’d be a happy girl. There were massive layoffs at my job today. A lot of people I thought of as friends are gone – just gone – and that makes me sad. Things aren’t going well for Flagg and that makes me very sad. How’s that song …

“What ever happened to committment?”

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That’s the tag line for some car commercial currrently running during prime time. I don’t know what to say about it, except that it’s a really good question in today’s instant-gratification-mtv-culture. <shrugs>